Running is a selfish hobby. I wake up at 4 AM, run up to 13 miles, wake up the dog coming back into the house, which in turn wakes up everyone else. I drap wet clothes in the closet, and significantly add to the laundry that needs to be done everyday. I run over lunch, which compounds the laudry even more. The cost for races, shoes, socks, gear...it is all expensive. The time I am gone for races (all local, of course) is still time I am away from my family, leaving my wife to manage the kids on her day off from being a stay-at-home mom. It is selfish, yet I do it anyway.
So why run? It is an evolving reason, but one that has culminated into a simple one...it is a gift, one for which I am grateful. And I intend to celebrate it everyday. So I run. Ask me how I feel at the end of a race, and you will get the same answer: "Blessed...that's how I feel."
This year is a drastic change for me. My oldest daughter, Madilyn, is running with me. I proposed running to her as an alternative sport to soccer or softball...something she and I could do together. She was into it. So, the Sweetheart Shuffle was our first race in our yearlong sport. This is how it went:
We arrived at the Bass Pro Shop around 7:15 in the morning. After a quick stop at the porta-john, we waited in the car until 5 minutes before the start of the race. This is a HUGE benefit to these races...easy access!
I gave Maddi three goals: never walk, walk at the aid station, or walk one time per mile. Even though running is for fun, a race is a lesson in and of itself. And I am the coach. We started slowly, easing through the crowd in front of us, and maintained a nice, easy pace. Maddi was able to talk to me, which tells me how tired she actually is. Past the first mile, she wanted to walk...I told her we could after we crossed the next street light, but only until the next subsequent cone. My belief is she has no idea how far or much should she push herself, so I need to judge for her. Soon, she will learn on her own.
Running isn't easy. It should hurt..a little. It should cause doubt, and subsequently reaffirm the belief that you can accomplish anything in your heart. We took a few short walks throughout the course, always aware we would be passed by others pushing just a little harder. Towards the end, when the finish line came into view about 600 meters away, Maddi pushed through. I pointed to runners we needed to pass. She complied. And at the end, we finished our first race as a pair of runners, as father and daughter, as friends.
When I run a marathon, it is for fun, but I run hard. It is self-involved, and I want to do my very best. Running alone, I could have run a 19 min 5k. But on this day, my very best was not about time or placement. My very best was running with Maddi. And it was wonderful.
The Sweetheart Shuffle is the first of six races we are planning to do this year. The other five, well, those are the remaining races in the Healthy Holiday Fun Run Series. Run baby run. You've got to love it!
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